Okay...so I realize that I have had little luck in the dating world...Well apparently, the Universe was holding out on me and waiting for for this moment to release an intense love for me!
I believe in my heart that I have finally found the one for me!!! And the best part is that he feels the same!!! It's incredible. It's totally crazy but feels perfectly sane...it's completely illogical but makes perfect sense. I am so happy! I have been on cloud 9 since we met. We talk everyday, and it just gets better every day!!!
Finally, I have found someone who I can have a future with. I will have to write more as this progresses, but I wanted to put it out there...FINALLY it has happened to me!!! :)
Friday, April 1, 2011
Tuesday, March 22, 2011
Feeling blue...
It's been a while since I've written on here, and I just needed to vent a little. I am so frustrated with trying to date. I can't seem to make it work for the life of me. An ex of mine, the only one I'd date again, entered my life, and came for a visit. There was obvious feelings there for both of us, and he expressed that he still loved me. I expressed the same. He currently lives a few hours away from me. I told him I'd be willing to drive every other weekend to see him to make it work. (He is moving back to my area in a year after his job contract expires.) Things seemed to be great for the first few days, and now I haven't heard from him in over a week.
This past weekend, I connected with a guy that I had been chatting with for a while on Facebook. We finally met up Saturday and had a bite to eat and good conversation. We got along well, and there was obvious chemistry. We kissed, and expressed our mutual desire to hang out again. He asked me to dinner the following night. I agreed, and we made plans. He sent me a text saying he'd be over in 20-30 minutes. That passed, an hour passed, another hour passed, and I sent a text asking if things were okay. No reply. I called. No answer. I sent an email. Nothing. Now I'm worried he got into an accident or something
I finally get a response via text last night at 11pm. It was long and drawn out, and honestly, didn't make sense. He has a daughter, and he made it sound like I was asking him to drop everything and put me number one in his life. I have no idea where this came from, nor would I ever ask someone for something like that...especially on the first day of knowing someone. It's insane. He said he'd call, but he hasn't. Maybe that's a good thing, who knows. I'd just like to have some closure with this so I can understand.
I feel like guys leave and I never know what happened or why things suddenly changed. Was it something I said? Something I did? Was it them? I have to clue, and no matter how I search for answers, no one replies. It's maddening really.
Anyway, thank you for letting me vent. I wish I had answers to my questions, but I guess I may just never know. Thanks for listening.
This past weekend, I connected with a guy that I had been chatting with for a while on Facebook. We finally met up Saturday and had a bite to eat and good conversation. We got along well, and there was obvious chemistry. We kissed, and expressed our mutual desire to hang out again. He asked me to dinner the following night. I agreed, and we made plans. He sent me a text saying he'd be over in 20-30 minutes. That passed, an hour passed, another hour passed, and I sent a text asking if things were okay. No reply. I called. No answer. I sent an email. Nothing. Now I'm worried he got into an accident or something
I finally get a response via text last night at 11pm. It was long and drawn out, and honestly, didn't make sense. He has a daughter, and he made it sound like I was asking him to drop everything and put me number one in his life. I have no idea where this came from, nor would I ever ask someone for something like that...especially on the first day of knowing someone. It's insane. He said he'd call, but he hasn't. Maybe that's a good thing, who knows. I'd just like to have some closure with this so I can understand.
I feel like guys leave and I never know what happened or why things suddenly changed. Was it something I said? Something I did? Was it them? I have to clue, and no matter how I search for answers, no one replies. It's maddening really.
Anyway, thank you for letting me vent. I wish I had answers to my questions, but I guess I may just never know. Thanks for listening.
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